“Im Quell deiner Augen

erwürgt ein Gehenkter den Strang.”
Paul Celan

Friday, November 3, 2023

OUR TABLE

 
~For Mother~

Your table bore the bread of the years, 
and divided it amongst our congregated selves. 
Its grains and its cuts, its grooves, and stains
are the emblems of our appetites and good cheer, 
our joys and now our aging, and when it gathered 
us together and collected all our stories,
it made a banquet of remembrance.
Because of you, it is the fulcrum at our center,
our pivot of gravity, our Tabula Rasa
upon which is written the biography
of all our days, it is the tablet
of our broken and unbroken ways,
the battleground of all our wars,
and the place we come to sign
each peace treaty and bitter ceasefire.
We have laid the maps of ourselves
on this very table and planned our moves
and countermoves, we have brought
our allies here, our friends, and lovers, even
our foes, and we have celebrated
the blessing of all who have come.
It has been our bridge as well as the gulf
between us, the earth as well as the harvest
of all the memories we have sown,
and it wears the relics of each feast
and festival, it conjures colors, sounds,
aromas, and tastes out of silence and absence, 
laughter hangs above it like the echoes
of our lost years, and the world's fare
has filled it up, weighed it down,
and emptied it again at the close of day,
it knows the world's woes, and ours,
it has shouldered the weight of the world,
and has held our hands through
the darkest trials of our loves and fears,
the sweet and sour grapes of our passage
have whet its appetite and stained its face,
but the table endures and binds us
one to one, each to all, and all to you, dear mother.

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